|Some people make me fucking SICK!
||[Dec. 8th, 2004|06:07 am]
|||||beyond all belief!||]|
|||||Testament - "Disciples of the Watch"||]|
Okay, so I tried to sleep normal hours, I got about 2 and a half, 3 total, of hours of sleep and I just couldn't sleep any longer. Last night I went to my friend Shaun's place. He's been a good friend of mine for a while, but we didn't really get too close because of his gfirlfriend Erica, who was also my friend from high school for a while. Anyway she's out of the picture because she cheated on him and acted like a total bitch about it, but I won't even go into that. I feel sorry for her, if anything, since she's so insecure and fucked up in the head. She went as far as to break HIS things [his collectible items from Nightmare before Christmas, by the way] and yell at HIM and accuse HIM of cheating on HER with any girl he so much as talks to, but he's the sweetest, coolest, funniest guy on the planet! Think of Jim Carrey but a little more sarcastic and you've got Shaun, basically. Anyway, like I said, I won't even go to that becuase it's a whole other story, let's just leave it at the fact that she's always been a drama queen, and this event just confirms it.
So when Shaun was born he was diagnosed with Cystic Fibrosis, which basically is a hereditary disease that affects the lungs and most people with it don't live past the age of 19. He's also been diagnosed with diabetes, and has had one lung removed already. He's going to be 20 in January. I hadn't seen him in months and when he came to pick me up the other day I already knew he got worse because of the way he was breathing. Then he told me the doc said his lung is getting worse, and last night I found out that he's only got about a year left. This disheartened me, of course, because I so strongly believed he'd beat the odds and have a couple more years at LEAST. But I guess not.
Anyway, having told you his medical background, bascially he's dying. And the reason I'm so fucking pissed is because his roomates are not only assholes to him and treat him like shit, but they also smoke around him, knowing he's only got one lung left and that smoke is LETHAL to him!! They don't even have the courtesy to crack a fucking window when they burned food in the pan and smoke was everywhere. And to top it off, they also looked in his wallet and wrote down his pin number, stealing all of his money to buy stupid shit like pizza and enroll into classes at Caynon College!!! What the FUCK is wrong with these people?!? I just don't understand how someone can take a dying man's only money for survival and use it for themselves!!!! Not to mention one of them had the fucking nerve to ask for 100$ back from him since they will have another room mate soon. WHAT THE FUCK!!! These people make me so sick, I hope they go to jail and get ass-raped!!!!!!!!